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Monday, July 07, 2008

here in my home

im back

in dublin

from glassgow n edinburgh n london n manchester n bath...

sampai jer terus bukak pc.yeah i think nie rekod yg paling lama ako xbukak internet.but sumhow it didnt hurt like it use to be.no pic for now,too tired to upload.no evry step description for now,too exhousted that im craving for pillows.later

ive think ive found my home.the one ive forgotten that i have.

ive changed.no i dunt think so..well atleast not as much as i thought i did

frens wud always be part of my soul.yup YOU.its just that i dunt need to fight for luv now,n care.as its always been there.its just me constanly lookin away

ive learn to like dream now.thanx YOU.hope to be in one soon.

luv,
ib

9 comments:

aisyah. said...

sometimes, we don't realize what we have (;

and we carry on being stupid till realization points us in the right direction.

glad u found ur inner peace. hahaha..

mYshah said...

.....
may god bless u

Ahmad Amzar said...

hehe,i may not know u aisyah,but i just want to add up wut u've said.."we don't realize what we have UNTIL IT'S GONE"..so yeah,i guess we need to apreciate other ppl for wut they've done a.s.a.p,so dat we won't feel regret for not doing so once they're no longer here,kan?

Ib said...

beg to differ amzar..xsemestinyer we relize it after theyre gone..sumtimes u just need time off evrythin n think deep...then ull see wats uve been negleting all the while..

bt then again,life its nt fair.its not that u can satisfy everyone,everytime..

n amzar,just njoy life n be urself..no point in making other ppl happy all the time but ure not.its ur life afterall.kan?

Ahmad Amzar said...

yup,i noe dat..dat's y aku tambah je ayat member ko tu,n she said "sumtimes"..

well,yeah,at times we need to be selfish too,even i myself do the same thing,so,nothing's wrong wif wut u said

indeed we can't satisfy everyone all the time,but to me,as long as i can see those who mean a lot to me happy,i don mind getting into all the trouble to help them or so..tp xdela sampai kalo aku sakit,then berpura2 aku sihat n cube tolong diorang,eventho it might be impossible for me to do so with that condition..ade je org wat mcm tu,tp,aku xdela..ahaha

n abt making other ppl happy,well,look at those who've sacrificed themselves,ppl like askar,polis,docs n even leaders..kalo diorg fikir nak happy je,maybe diorg wat keje sambil lewa..but,kesannye is,a lot of ppl will bear the consequences..yg pntg is,buat smtg dgn ikhlas,insyaAllah,Allah akan balas gak..(hehe,aku pn kadang2 wat keje sbb org pakse..haha)

aisyah. said...

amzar, i baru nak balas, but u dah cakap dulu..

True! It is ur life and u shud be happy. Although u can't make EVERYONE happy, choose la the people that really mean a lot to u. But people do understand if sometimes, you had to kecewakan those that mean the world and soul to u (aka family friends and lovers).

The key is to appreciate what u have. It may take some time, but people say that time is a factor. U realize more over time.. (;

yup, the key is to do things sincerely. amzar said it all. (;

Shamil Alfilfilani said...

byk dgr lagu jiwang ni.. haha ntah pape

Ib said...

hahaha siout shamil..
herm..
cam betol jerk.
ahahhahaha

Ib said...

hahah ako baru cam perasan..shah cam speechless

may god bless u

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