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Monday, September 29, 2008

confession of a procrastinator..

salam..

i swear when i said 'u might see my new post when its raya', i really dunt mean it.its just an expression on how lazy i can be.banyak giler i want to blab about...but being the procrastinator i am(ako rase dah terlalu bayk gune alasan ini.uhuu), its really raya tomorrow.byk benda nak tulis but end up only in my mind.thats the worst part of procrastinating.u end up not doing it at all.n the blog itself didnt represent my lyfe anymore.it doest really potray the ups n down of my life.the pictures i wanted to share,n the tots i have in mind.terlalu banyak dugaan.the internet connection for an instnce,the uploading pic hassle,ermm enuff said.anyhow i really2 appreciate U who reads my blog. =P

like now.i admit.i really miss this time around.for the past 2-3years,ive been spending my near raya time with driving from a place to another.not to meet sedara mara but to settle the list given from my dear family whose living in jeddah(not anymore.thank god)it can go on n on from kerepek pisang at chow kit,to the all time favorite tart nenas in bangsar to pusat penterjemahan negara to translate my younger sister's cert whose studying in mesir.my part of life pulak,the hell load of things i need to settle in faculty like denture design to present,ortho's wire bending to approve,casting the study model,DENSTA programs to sort,obviously didnt help with the pressure.plus catching flight has never been so troublesome.but as far as i cud remember the hard past 2yrs, my best fren iyas wud never miss sending me off or waiting for my arrival.yeah he does his sulky face which he claimed to be 70% of his expression but at that point n considering emotional-wise,i wud rather chop my limb than having to book a cab or dealing wif erl's tix.gila melo-dramatic but yeah it really2 helps..n raya celebration in jeddah wud mean ill be gettin my jubah ready and start on a journey to makkah the night before.as the whole kingdom of saudi (melo-drama AGAIN) wants to sembahyang raya in masjidil haram,the sesakness is like 20-30 times the sesak ure dealing in updown 2-3days before raya(wat a comparison..).then ull have ppl selling balloons like its some kind of carnival n super duper sweet baklava is evriwhere.then by zohor evrione wud be at their houses sleeping.perfect

well its a total opposite this year.its soo worth to have spent twice as much for both money(oil price shoots up) n time(u dunt want me to start blabbing bout jam in kl) to drive home after class.the table is full with decent food for break-fast.n the whole family wud go to terawih together.n hav our own set of moreh kat umah..not to mention the kitchen r now filled with the aromatic rendang smell.really mencabar iman.yeah i have to lap meja larh,mop lantai larh,tuka2 position of the furniture,pegi pasar,but its soo much diff.i mean it felt soo right.like i nearly forgotten how it feels like to have a real HARI RAYA..n yes this year i manage to buy a full set of baju melayu.cant wait to wear it tomorrow..just to make it better, tonite ill be going with damansara's group to do house to house takbir.i cant believe im 22 n its the first time im goin for marhaban.yeah there's alot of things in life we too k for granted.

talking bout my age,this year i hav the most peaceful burfday in my entire life.no fancy celebration at 12am,no stupid jokes,i only get one burfday card which is from my mum(with envelope inside *wink*).on the 18th,my mum cooked nasi ayam(i swear its soo nice that i add 3 times!!HOHO) n after terawih,my lovely cuzin kak long bought a lovely cake n we ate together.n owh kerol,fazrul n liyana took the extra effort to buy big apple donuts n we ate them at mosin mamak.thanx ppl.its was actuallty sweet.i think ive been pampered too much.last year alone i had 3sets of diff celbration n cakes.but this year i got to reflect myself more.no its not so much of the celebration,its a reminder of how ure gettin older n the piling responsibility wont get lighter.the kind of problems ure facing is in a whole wider scale n u just have to deal with them.no more running.i thank god that im still here n been reminded of that.

aper serious sgt nie..to lighten up,here two of my fav item this year.

YEAH!!! a new rim from my dad.i wanted that since like forever..thanx bah!!

n on my burfday itu, teteibe ader sorang mamt nie called me n kate nak hantar brg.i was totally in the dark.i tot itwas regarding my latest project,dental's family day..when it turn out to be this!!


do u actually know wats the feeling when ppl say 'cair beb!!!' well thats exactly how i felt.cam for 10 second my body takleh function.i sgggggt sgggt appreciate u took the trouble to send that to me aisyah,THANX huney!!!

n last week before balik penang iyas bunjer kat marche.its a damn nice place.i promise ill go there again sumday n post the pic..

actually ader bebrapa lagi hadiah ako dapat.one of them is from shah!!thanx!!!suke2

haiah..naper byk sgt membebel today?sukatilah ni blog ako.muahahhah.u think im done?not yet ppl not yet

yesterday me n hussein talks bout breaking-fast n all the usual lame jokes.then he tells me on how the aboy plays mercun soo near to him that the instantly reminded of his days in iraq.he said that right after the bang of mercun he instinctively (betul ke eja tu) move aside n wait for the police to gather.he said that was the normal drill when there s a bomb attack in iraq.he then satisfy my inquisitive mind n that lead to how he escapes death in the middle of the sick war in iraq.well not once.TRICE.yeah u read it right,he nearly died three times in iraq.first is when he park his car n n went out to buy stuff.minutes later theres a bomb attack n his car was totally gone.the blast was so strong that he said that he can barely differentiate the remnants of his car to pepsi cans a boy selling near the bomb side.he have to carry his brother,13(i think) who is having a panic attack as its his first time,watching pieces of human body all over the place.either bloody or burnt.
the second story were more intense as he n his 2 frens were cought in the middle of war tanks(!!!!!) an a troop of live-bullet-shooting(duh) terrorist.damn we only sees that in movie or in games man.he actually in the middle of it.when answering on wat in his mind at that time,he said he just prayed that he's being accepted to heaven.wow.
i really cant recall now when is the third time but i think the story goes around when theres a sudden gunshot at the american army in an open place.their respond to it?after the attck stops the american army make an announcement.but obviously the announcement was in english n the poor older generation can hardly understand "evrione were to gather her in this spot n lie down with ur hands on ur head" n these ppl wud get beaten as if their lower than animals(exact same word wif hussein's) the american army wud smashed their head on cars mirror,hit them wif thir rifles n A.Ks.drag them by their hair,smashed their head n stomach.he told me that when these ppl finally reach the spot where they shud gather,theyre already covered with blood from head to their toe.

now after reading all that,ure still ungrateful to live in malaysia?u n students still can heads up n shout that u guys r being suppress??terpenjara,terkongkong n all??malaysian ppl r livin under klekejaman n tertindas?oleh some maha-zalim pemerintah?bullshit.u guys r just being manipulated by those political leader as their pawn.when r u guys goin to relize this.altho im too,very glad that paklah is finally steppin down but that not the point.

haa seryesly this is officially 'the membebel posting'
ok last2,

yesterday was one of those awesome evening..i went out for buka puasa with the most random ppl.u wudnt guess.at first,we decided to meet at klcc's chiles but witness'ing the long que, we changed our mind and book a place in california pizza instead.it was cool.we all shared a bbq chic pizza which the discription says 'our most popular pizza' .plus i orderd creme fettucine n chic.


SHUHUD my ex senior who was just appouinted to be a new tutor ordered carbonara.when im in 1st year,we went to korea together for APDSA.the dental version of AMSA.together plus apai n sumtimes dr muzaffar,we form group X.slalu ponteng n paling bayak merayau sanerr sini.hee.


n the ladies shared their pasta.diet la tu..KAK BIAH pula is shuhud's batch.aka my ex senior jugak.she's LOUD.she's currently working as fido posting in temerloh.kesian,3rd raya dah oncall.makes me appreciate my student life more =P


the other person yg accompany kitorang is......

wait for it....


yes!!!! dr Sha-syu!!! err dr sharifah syuriana...sgt sgt la hip dr kerana sama2 melayan kitorang.well i cant really say that,coz she's too,the same type.she wud gossip n makes jokes.she's soo cool that i think she's the only speacialist in our faculty with a BLOG.yes..
A BLOG
but i cant link it her upon her request.she likes it lay-low kateneyr.yeah if i were a lecturer,i wudnt want my student n all their frens know that im soo much into mamma mia =p (sowie dr! hee)
(p/s-mamma mia is soooo awesome.u shud watch)

lepas tu kitorang teman kak biah shoppin.

kak biah:takpelah ako kan BANYAAK DUET!!
ib:omaigod kak.giler vavavoom statement..nak record
shuhud:pehal ko nak record?
ib:nak dgr tiap2 malam utk motivasi nak grad lagi setahun lebey
dr shasyu:ahhahahahaha ade2 jer korang nie

so bein banyak duet she bout herself a new purse.GUESS to match her handbag.the ladies punyerla berpusing,me n syuhud cam jalan jer ikot drg.lawak tol


the pic was after we enter kedai spec lak when she decided she wants a new spec in OT.

mak aih.tak sabarnyer nak grad.n again they do their thing n end up buyin a FCUK frame.

shuhud n me cam biasa kebosanan.


dr Syashu plak beli kasut nike comel nak mampus for her 5 year old son.lepas penat bershoppin,we decided to rest n lepak2.being a coffeelover she is,dr ajak gi starbux n she paid!! very generous of her.terima kasih daun keladi lah yer dr.nanti kuar2 blanjer lagi!!hehe

it was fun.n for the cam-hunting session,guess who i found?

this guy look sooo much like saddam hussein kan??haa.shuhuds the one saw it him first n insist i took a pic.mmg la cuak koot n zoom jauh2 jerk x brani gi dekat.hee

k ppl..esok raya!so i wish all of u A VERY BLESSFUL EIDULFITRI N MAAF ZAHIR BATIN k!! n for non muslim,n joy ur cuti!

taa..

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

perjalanan jauh tak kurasa~ (yeah coz im asleep)

salam

i know.the news is sooo yesterday.i mean its been there for ages. yes ppl,facebook has far left friendster behind.bt putting those small ego aside, i finally opened an account! yaa i know.."baru nak bukak???"

but hey its never too late..

late is better than never..

save the last for the best..
(gosh thats sooo random.whudduuuup~)

k fine fine!! i cant rely convince to u thats its actually ok to be THIS late,but yeah ive got an facebook accont now!huu n im kinda addicted to it.hee.hampir menganak-tirikan blog ini.huu.(touch wood =P (am i using it the right way?))so here, add ako k!

my facebook link

cam biasa..there alooot of thing happening around me.from the smallest thing to the bigger ones..semalam ako balik kampug.my dad's side in perak.i admit, i was reluctant b4. we were suppose to go back last weekend.i manage to skip thanx to dr shahida's assigment.n so i lepak at kolej that weekend.a rare thing after my parent moved back in malaysia.i tot i could enjoy the moment but after a while..on my way back from mcD for my sahur,my brother texted me n said taht hajar,my younger sister was admitted to damansara speacialist center after an horrible episode of puking n diarhea.mind u it was 2am.so pas subuh tu i rushed back as my dad said there's no point if i were to go back in that instance as the ward can only accomodate 3-4 ppl.eh why am i tellin u all this?wat wanna say is the trip to kampung was obviously cancelled.so last week my dad insisted we go on a day trip.malam we got potluck buka puasa with my mom's side of family.n so the i-wish-im-somewhere-else-journey started.kitorang gerak dari rumah at 645am camtu.pas subuh.

yeah of course thats not subuh.im too busy snoring to snap pic back then.huu.after several hours n a quick stop for dhuha, we finally arrive.n it then snapped me.how i missed this place..



in an instant all the draggy feelin just vanished in the kampung's soft breeze.seriously.i mean then only i relized those days when i really looking forward to balik kampung.Cycle around n find fireflies.stuff them inside jar just to find theyll be dead the next day,the baling selipar,the kejar-kejar..


the very reason of my crazy obsession to cempedak goreng..


the games that i cud never master..


the delicious meal they make here.note that their still using tembikar to cook tempoyak( n they say its excelent for curry too)..tho im not a big fan of tempoyak,but they say its nice =P.but this, i just cant resist.easily nominated as one of my favourite,


pajeri terung~

in the other hand,ive never seen pulasan this big


see wat i mean?its half of my hand.n for those yg taktau( well i know who u r!! =P) pulasan is a subspecies(pandai2 jerk ako) of rambutan...as it has quite thick kulit,to open it u need to..


duh~ PULAS!!

n thats it.taht succulent,juicy pulasan is ready to eat =P

n the sweetest part is maser nak balik,they all went out so waved us.awwww


im definately looking forward to go balik kampung this raya.my dad are organizing a family gathering for the Abu Bakar family..well its not as easy as it sound.my dad has 14 siblings.n each of them dah kawin n hav MINIMUM 3 childern.(some 5-7) n a whole lot of them has married n have their own family.n mind u their scattered all over malaysia.tough job.tedious planning.but itll be sooo worth it.i cant wait

n owh btw i got a cat now.i mean my sister have a cat now.but practically he's at home so we all plays with him.



after an over-stretch list of name,we decided to name it FRANKFURT HELSINKI (gile hantam jerk spelling.but thats how its pronounce).but we call him FRANKIE.dont ask me where do they got the name becoz i really dont know.but i recall my dad wants to name it khalid al waled.haahaa.sgt tak seswai to be a pet's name.

erm i really2 want to write more but ntah, ill save it for later la k.(maybe after raya?haai come on ib!! =P).till then i leave u guys with a pic of this man i took after terawikh's moreh.

ok for those yg paham, u may start to lough....



wait for it~


NOW!!!


*taaa*

Monday, August 25, 2008

its a chaos


wooo.kemunculan entry baru secara misteri.....


ok fine!! lame joke..recently ktsn had its occasional foggin..

im sorry

im sincerely am.

sorry that i succumb to my lazyness.sorry to 'betray' ur effort to click to my link to the blog.i mean i really understand the feeling u had when u opened a blog just to see its lack of new updates.(lagi2 kamu yg pergi ke cc just 4that,sorry)

its been a chaos in malaysia.my patients canceled his treatment that day coz his father had to go to bengkel.his car's window was smashed recently in permatang pauh.apparently he forgot to peel the 'jabatan perdana menteri' office sticker off.sick.n now for the first time a blog is being blocked.for obvious reason.latest,that guy is now in parliament.n today declares that we're still not truly 'merdeka'.we're being ruled by our own community.great.he's such a great thinker/manipulator?deny all the bloods n teardrop spilt by the real nasionalist (from Tunku himself to tok janggut to Ibu Zain..) n keep coming with these idea.n now the budget is out n it favours the rakyat.all they can say is the budget is populist n tryin to gain rakyat's heart.so now we shud ignore the rakyat n continue on development?he knew that its utopia is imposible n we cant archive evrithin in the same time.Gosh its sooo easy to be the opponent.even with holding the position i hve now,i dont usually talks about politic unless to people that i really really know but im kinda sick with all of these.it can never end until he actually get wat he wants.now another march-up over DNA papers?(ape yg kau takut sgt nie??)n when the police sembur air then ull have another reason to say the goverment mengongkong rakyat.fuh takyahla aku eloborate more.such a bad vibe kate jason.well malaysians,just embrace for more drama.(ps- kenny sia got a point)

its not that i dunt have anythin to update with.god know how much has happened around me.for example now i have another obsession.i can never settle in my rum before i hav a look at 'it'.n i off all the thing,ill have a glance of it first before i leave the room..n now wif all the care n luv ive poured(well water can only be sprinkled once in 2day) it has reward me wif a tiny beautiful sprout of new leaves..


here's the full pic


n really,the time is flying fast as ever.im lookin at my time table n its already entering week 8!! yes WEEK 8.thats 2 month.n my last serious entry was in my 2nd week.kay i dunt really deserve to be forgiven.i deserve all that sindiran.but i dunt know how to make up to it.come on la ramadhans comin kan..marila bermaaf-maafan.hehe.wat im sayin is time flies too fast n there's soo many things goin on.i just dunno where to start...(cheh! another alasan.uhuu~)

ive been reminded on how lucky i am to be in my batch.yeah i always brag about them but seriously i cud never imagine being in other batches in dental school ukm.life's be less fun.last friday hussein called pizza delivery just now for lunch n man i really enjoy stuffing those fattening cheese.totally ignored my 1month diet-plan,its fasting month already.heh.talking bout ramadhan,this year, our annual buka puasa is gonna get a real twist when jason suggested that he wants to join us puasa for a day.he even want to bangun for sahur at 430."ill take the complete module" katernyer...followed by a whispered to himself.."man..can i actually DIE that day?" ahhaha.well jason,dunt worry u wont.

erm..ape lagi ek..haih stuck again..

owh since its ramadhan,per kater ill talk about foods!!hahahah

ive tried the ayam penyet yg lala recommend.n man those chicken was really2 tender.



n yg takbley blah is air2 dier..mine was the bandung..n if u wanna try that ull have to tebalkan muka n say "bang,bagi saya air SODA GEMBIRA" ahahha.mmg euphoric ako minum(edd u seriously need a dose of those.wow it rhyme!! =P)


n last week kot me n iyas had and end to our kenny rogers crave.tgk ako mkn aper..ceaser salad beb.ahaaa.nie bari 1st week in the i-dunt-think-its-working 1mnth diet plan..

see wat i have the following week.urgh..my mom's famous mouth watering lontong..


tu bekfast baru..tak kire lunch agi..then balik kolej..

kg bharu dinner agi..ahahah

erm ape lagi stuff bende giler2 yg ako buat..herm actually byk...for example one of the weeknd we went to downtown.minum2 jus gelas besar..but we end up doing this


malu siout ako kalo tetibe korang dtg lalu kat tepi.ahahah.but i emphasis on the word WE okay..ecal,ria n even ijat pon wat samer.lawak jer kitorang..

n maser konvo ritu,we did konvoi.


its was soo soo much fun until this


nope dunt worry thats not mine.n its not that bad pon..


tgk leh bergigam nagn ako lagi.ahahah

n talking bout crazy stuff, me n my crazy frenz, starting out with this..


pasang videoclip jason mraz's im yours in lecture hall while waiting for next lecturer to come

came out wif this really crazy idea n set up a band n perfom on MUK!!(malam untaian kasih - coating ceremony for the third years as they enter their clinical year).a complete set of drum(cindy),guitar(ela),n even piano(master jason)!the rest r vocals.now u see why i say my batch r the best?huu

the video n other pic is with zuhdi.ill put it up alter when i get my hand on those k.
fhew...its was seriously crazy but it was totally...............

wait for it................

AWESOME!!!!!

heh.laters!!!

p/s-to dental readers..u know ure awesome.n i know ure readin..leave some comments!!
pp/s-to medic 4th years,a sincere gudlak 4 ur exams!!!
ppp/s-to muslim all over the world,happy fasting!!!!

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

euphoria

im hepi

i dunt know how to describe.but im feelin more euphoric than usual.despite the horribly packd timetable im having in faculty,8-5 nonstop with 1-2pm break which usually burnt just by appointments with dr,the freezing dk4 in the morning,waiting for dr,the dsa chase for patient's folder,the re-do's in prosto labs..

but lyke i said,im feelin like im the happiest person in the world.

i appreciate U.
n u know who u r.
yeah its u who makes me smile..even in sleep..
its u who keeps those endorphine pouring.who needs 'telinga keling' when ure around..

Saturday, July 26, 2008

begitu cepat weekend berlalu..

"Back from hell..

Ahhh... What a hell of a week!!! Back to faculty of dentistry and a wave of super-duper-ultra-gila punya hectic lifestyle hit us. Within a week, we had 2 competency tests, 2 prosthodontics clinics (of which i had no patient), and a heck lot of introductory lectures which were plain boring..
Seriously, 5 days there, I felt like I've been there for a few months already. The faculty has finally decided to give us our own instruments, in which we have to pack them to sterilize by ourselves, which is a total pain in the ass.. All the lectures will be held in the coldest lecture hall ever, DK4, and the prostho lab now has tighter regulations regarding materials distribution, which means, more pain in the ass..
For the record, I'm sick. Haha!!! Crazy la, into the first week, I'm having terrible sore throat, multiple ulcers, terrible running nose and muscular pains. I go back to my room everyday to sleep and only to wake up to face another hellish day... Gila la...
Anyway, this is such a bad vibe for my blog la... Complain so much... But still, I want a! Oh yes, more people are getting vulgar now, probably because of the mounting stress... Never heard so many F words being thrown freely within one week.. Haha!!!"


ok i admit..that was not me.it was taken from jason's blog.but i swear thats exactly wat i felt.well atleast 95% of them.ai rugi me larh coz this week dah tak byk f words in the air.maybe the 4th year has finally 'terima kenyataan hidup'.hahah.well since im too malas to write panjang2,but i want to share wat i felt last week...so the best solution-copy paste jerk!! ahahha
ah well complete genius =P

well another thing is im now at my new home.iyas n shamil had listened to this story aloot but my family dah moved to TTDI.VERY near to one utama.yeah.i know. but i still lyke my damansara house.well move back to that sweet house another 1year.when the contract end.last week both of them dtg tlg2 kemas rumah for doa selamat n house warming.sori tak open the invitation to the whole world but semua bende xder lagi.pinggan n all.so its just a small n sweet pot luck themed kenduri.

well now im over with kempunan of these

yeah..evry sunday there's this sweet n happening pasar malam at my place in ttdi.god i luv pasar malam.thts one of the place where all the gud stuff in malaysia gather..

durian takyah ckp la...after several round of them now im okay.no more the urge to stop evrityme i saw one.but if ader im more than glad to eat.huu.walaupun teringin sgt durian haji omar, but i guess i have to wait for next season..MAN I LUUURVE DURIANS!!=P

yeah i think u got wat i mean..

i also found the old styled mata kucing drank in a metal bowl.superb.my weekly routine 2-3 years back evry weekend kat bangsar.here's hajar n baby njoyin it
n here's the bomb.the thing that will definitely brings me back to ttdi evry weekend.
yup.kuih telinga keling.named for obvious reason.but ppl also calls it kuih peneram..n its the best ive tasted so far...okay fine rase dier tak banyak beza but no more lemau2 like in ktdi's packages,no more hangus2 like in setapak's pasar malam..its just plain crispy n sweet n when it sinks to ur teeth,the endorphine inside u keep pouriong.like when u eat chocolate..(melo-drama~)

paling tak bleh belah is we found cherries gak kat sini..act its my mum's n me fav fruits mase kat jeddah n europe..cam nampak jer jual akan beli...
but tgk la the price here..huuu absurd..id rather change to durian now im in msia...heee

there's aloot to tell beside bein addicted to 2 songs.1st is american boy by this women i dun know who(well i used to HATE this song.BIG TYME!! but now it has stuck in my brain.ah well just njoy jer la n now im kinda like it.ahaa).the other one is the one on my blog.i dunt think i need to explain more.that song is plain superb.like one of the song that i will remember till i die.yeah melodrama kicks in.. again.the un-acoustic version is at my frenster.

smalam ako ader tetamu..well the most unexpected anyone cud have.a slomongies.okay fine ako tipu but i really dun remember that things name..here sum pic
yeah its a species of monkey..cool kan??

here's a closer look
n no im not afraid.ahahha.she got a VERy gentle hand.but damn strong grip.its actually illegal to have one of these.my sis's fren have it as her pet.sape kat mane is totally secret.so dunt ask.i dunt one ppl to get in trouble becouse i post this up.my one n only reason is just this...
BERGIGAM!! ahhahahaha

hurm wat else..owh yeah unlike evri single person in 4th year,i kinda lookin forward for next monday.that sumone is comin~

laters~