its around the corner..again..

salam

at this rate i tot id stop bloggin...but i guess its just not happenin yet..now why the long pause?here's some thoughts..

1.expectation.
after long quite i tot ppl wud expect a grandiose entree.or atleast an explanation why ive been bz.i just dont think i cud meet those expectation.thats my weakness. i live to ppls expectation.when i cant make it,ill refrain.but nevertheless ill work n work n hardly satisfy.like b4 this entree sebnanyer dah byk unpublished post.i just tot its not that gud.why do i care?its my blog?i dunno..its just me

2.its been a roller coaster ride the past few month.emotionally.
i think all the feeling that exist ived experienced it the past few month.extremely happy.extremely sad.frustrated.sense of belonging.felt i hav to get it.love.betrayal.u name it. i guess i can say its one of the toughest time in my life that i dunt even have time to even deal with the reality.i know i luv to exaggerate but there's soo many things happen.sampai one day;

mama:ib tak ok2 lagi ker?masalah tak abis agi ker?
ib : er masalah ape pulak ma..ok jer kot..
mama:auntie rosie dr jeddah baru tanyer mama nape ib macam sedey jer
ib : hah!!!! auntie rosie??

then it occured to me.her son, ammar which happen to be one of the very very few malay teen guy mase kat jeddah dulu, reads my blog (ammar!!xyah betau mak ko koooot~ daym.huhu)

but thats only one part.im aloot happier now.ALOT.i did sumthin that i never tot i wud do.n its worth it.i luv my frens more.get to see clearer which one is true fren n which is not..im enjoyin my life more.i learnt to ignore things that once matters to me but does not worth to think off..

3.my 5mp sony ericsson was broken beyond repair.
the chronology was really tiring n long.dunt think i wanna elaborate here.but yeah its tiring.i luv the phone.my title pic pun gamba phone tu.in fact i even start bloggin wf wif the intention of showin my life thru pic from that phone.n now i dunt really hav pics to uploads.n i dunt fancy writing plain no event pic entree.daym.

4.procrastinating
duh.do i need to elaborate?xyah kot sila la rujuk entry2 dulu ek.haa i dunt think i eva will grow out of it.adoi

now why am i writing today.when i hve 441 lecture notes to go thru.yes ppl believe it!!! FOUR HUNDRED FOURTHY ONE freakin lecture notes.buku teks?huu.aa lu pikir la sendiri..our system were made in such we study several subjects from 3rd year but the professional exam wud be in year 4.i that is in 2 weeks times.nah 1week lebih skit.dang.nah..

DANG!!!!!!!!!!

korang..tolong doakan aku tau.off all the years, i really need it this year =(

the barring list is out.but its been well kept at 'that' department.y? now the speculation goes.they say the dean is out for a week next week.if they made it public this week then ramai yg dtg menangis n merayu to 'that' department n dean's rum earlier.yeah who wants to repeat the whole year becoz only clinical requirements.particularly from that department.further more its not soo much bcoz incompetent,but most of the cases,lack of patients..sum says the list has 15 ppl in it.now its being confirmed to reduced to 11 pll...

"Ya Allah jauhkan nama aku dan rakan2 rapat ku di dalam list tersebut.."

enuf depressing matter.im goin to deal wif it anyway..i cud not end my blabbing without mentioning the success of dental's annual dinner.its actually the last program under pantauan DENSTA 08/09.this year we wanted to make it diff.i want to set one standart where ppl actually waits for that event evry year..i want it to be a night for evryone to remember.of course for those who go.n for those who didnt,i want them to regret their decision to just sit alone at their pathetic rum n have a yearly event that put to effort by several dedicated densta member just for them.owh come on it shud be the annual dinner of dentistry faculty!

n alhamdulillah.it happen as planned.undoubtedly the best, THE BEST dinner the faculty has ever witness in its 10 years.im soo happy.i cant describe how i felt.they say our khidmat bakti in PPRTR pahang was once said the best since it was 1st started 8years ago.n now this.plus dental family day won the best program of the year.easily.plus its unanimously made an annual event of the faculty.note this not another densta's annual event,but the faculty wants to be part of it.the staff,the tutors,the lecturers...1st time ever in densta's event we received that kind of honour.ppl, u really make me proud.

mohd zulkifli kassim
badrul munir
farina berlian
anith farhana
karimah othman
asyraf azil
liyani rosli
fahmi ariffin
farhana mat hussin
elvarasikupusami
azmeer rosli
adilah awang

...im proud of u guys..cant make it without each n evryone of u guys..

im really am...

here's some pic of dental glam night.the theme was movie.brilliant.hav fun finding neo,red riding hood,austin powers n the gurls ,darth vader, the beast/the cursed prince, barry trotter , the cowboys ,cinderella , geisha ,cruella de vill ,arabian night dancers, princess arwen,ghost busters , n urh byk agi!! huu












for sum reason aku xleh susun gamba n description..so tgk jer la ek.huu.cant imagine several ppl in there were actually specialist.mmg sporting dr!! huu.n semorang pun.it was fun~

n ive just done this test on my addiction to internet n my score is 63 =(

50 -79 points: You are experiencing occasional or frequent problems because of the Internet. You should consider their full impact on your life.

u shud do it urself here

chiawz