im a free man

wat is that pic have to do wif the tile.n my life?ill promise ill tell.

mean while im enjoyin my post-exam life been sleepin more than 4 hour(nikmat rupanye tidur ini =P), hands off from the book, can go cafe,read kreko without the urge to fasten up coz there's still topics to be read...yes im a free man now.

hows my exam?ntahla hope its ok yang penting ive done my best n dah do all out,all i got to do now is just tawakal.btw one of my essay medicine, kuar about clinical signs of a long standing diabetic patient.remember iyas penah post about his case presenatation?it sort of trigger me n dengan lancarnye ako pun tulis all that.diabetic ulcer,charcoat's joint,peripheral neuropathy sumer sumer.dah tu investigation dah jadi sng skitla i mean when u know the symptom.fundoscopy n wat not.see?kirenyer bloggin helps exam!hahah THANX IYAS for the unintention help mase exam.huu.soalan hypertension pun ader kuar but obviously i cant put bajat's starfruit fact in it can i?haa.soalan2 lain cam biase asthma,stroke,clotting factors n lain2.essei yg ako cam goyh skit is how to dif angina n myocardial infarct.but overall i THINK it was fine.

alhamdulliah i manage to answer.i dunno how itll turn out to be but ntah.ortho was fine.cumer ospe jer tetibe kuar byk yg susah2.all those intermedullary nail,external fixation,aaargh.its not that kitorang dpt enuff cover in wad pun.i dunt think its fair tho but yaa wats done is done.triad n surgery pun cam so so.i dunt think describing in details on hows the question go wud be the best thing to do.but i hope my diagnosis for the NPC in ent's question was right.haa

abis jer last paper kitorang terus gi the ukm kl's fav spot for lunch, bonggol


if ure reading this babah,dunt worry ive been immunize with hep b.n i dunt eat there that often.but they have a seriously whole wider ranges of dishes n they actually taste beter than kolej's n faculty's cafe.

n then we went for a cendol n soya


this new-found spot was introduce by amir n it has been a compulsory stop for their batch since.ako pun dah terjebak sama.hak but its so worth it.the cendol with pulut n the soya was the fresh-est ive found in kl.haaa(ok tak ako promote fav spot ko amir?hee)

n ive done aloooot of sleepin n movie watchin.ALOT haa

smalam ako amik iyas from hukm n tgk af kat istana budaya.he need fresh air.sik dlm bilik jek.but tix dier dah abis so cam lepak luar jer ader big screen,it was cool.best consert so far.


the other day,me,shamil n hakim went to lawyatt.to buy my NEW computer.yaaaay.we were there for more than 6hour.plus kitorang siap gi smayang kat pavillion lagi,makan kat bintang walk sumer then baru the computer selesai.see i dint take the usual package bt having hakim n his experties,i bought piece by piece.its far cheaper n it can be tailor made to my usage.xyah pay for the unnecessary stuff.kitorang pilih sendiri motherboard,500GB hard disc,dvd writer,power supply,n even the fan inside.the casing was the bomb.mase pilih2 on the ranges of casing,one stood out.n i just cant resist.have a peek


now im using a lovable wireless microsoft mouse n keyboard.i can go as far as 1.8 meter radius(that means anypart of my room,atas meja,study table,atas lantai,hoho).but thats nuttin to compare wif my monitor.its the piece that i like the most in my pc.i swear to god i havent woke up n not stare at my monitor.seriously the wide 22inch HP monitor was the most beautiful thing in my life now.Its wide-flat screen is enhanced by HDMI (that means u can plug in dvd player or even a PS3!! on it)and the
maximum resolution of 1680 x 1050,n unlike a normal lcd monitor there's a glass coating on it.how frekin awesome can that be.i cant get the contrast right so ill just put up the pic from the net k.here

nak tau more about it?google HP w2207h =P
im officially in luv wif my new baby ini.hadui.I LUV MY NEW PC!! heh

the key pic?ok ok sib abik tak lupe.
kisah nye bermula b4 our study group discussion start.on the way pegi tu jason n khang lin main baling2 kunci.sape boleh baling paling tinggi.n tetibe jason's room key dah campak tinggi giler tapi tak turun! ahak. rupe-rupenyer stuck kat branch pokok..hahha


omaigod omaigod where is it

ib~i think i saw it!! get me sumthing loong!

tadaaa~

p/s: welcome DR MAHATHIR MOHAMAD in the blogsphere

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must read PENANGAN BLOG -berita harian

subhanallah.esok ako exam.Ya ALLAH bantulah ako meghadapi dugaan ini dgn cemerlang =(

Distractions! wif capital D

salam
haritu ttbe mr.hairol n mr hasnol nak buat kelas ganti.in the middle of study week?hurm.being a surgeon,drg slalu need to cancel the class(KATENYEER).so the class-ganti was at 9-10 n sambung balik at 130.nak study kat faculty pun xde mud for the interval,n dah lame craving for coffee.so ako nagn idea2 gila ako,sorang2 pun berjalanlah ke maju junt.kat situ ader the nearest starbucks.act ako cam suke lagi coffeebean but since they hav this new caramel coffee thing,heck just give it a try.so ako pun melepak sane n meng-order cinnamon roll n coffee.



FUH! sgt sgt best study kat sane.rase cam org kaye lak padahal sekali skala jer mampu makan citu.huu.cam sgt tenang n ntah,best!inspiring bak kate shamil.haha.(stady week next sem bole layan ni shamil-hahha)its like purfect,u got ur coffee beside n cinnamon roll to nyum2 n sofa leh baring2 with beautiful maria sang in spanish ker italian ke ntah.but cam muzic2 pun best.kesimpulan?seronok seronok



finish reading beberapa notes then ako pun balik faculty untuk kelas mr hasnol lak.

n now its thursday already.ive been struggling in my study week.and its already thursday.SIGH~.there's still a hell lot to read n its just frustrating when u think uve read it all but when u do question or u simply want to list them out its just like its never exist in any part of ur brain.BIG SIGH~.

but i guess i just need to do my part,study,work hard,doa and tawakal..KORANG SUMER DOA UNTUK AKO GAK K?but sumhow i know u wud.=P btw ive heard b4 this in one of he ceramah ive been that the concept of tawakal has always been wrong.we kinda should put tawakal first then doa then work hard.i dont actually remember the explanation but hey as long as u did tawakal,n u do ue doa(well practically that's umat Rasulullah's best weapon,use it ppl)n more importantly u work hard n just yakin,itll pay off.even if its not,there's a big hikmah behind it.He got plans for u.for all of us..

studying exhaust u.put aside frustration.n all the emotion that comes with it.kat sini ako dah identify beberape perkara yang can be called as distraction.

1.

kalau krg cam xnampak wats happening in the pic,its actually raining.well its not a real distraction but it brings that cool,nyaman feeling that stimulates u to move from studying table to study on bed n zzzzzzzz.yup! TIDOR.the biggest distraction in my study week.BIG TIME.

2.

cam biler dah pening2 or abis one bab,ull like tell urself its ok to take a break n read something else...but u end up finishing the WHOLE comic n darn! itll just happen over n over again.owh btw its 22nd, KREKO baru dah kuar..anyone? =P

3.

its like a drug.it can be therapeutic.cam when ure all angry n frust n tired n ngantuk, surfing the net(plus with kemeriahan dunia bloggin) can make u smile again.or sometimes u can even lough sorang2 dalam bilik.haa.but too much of it ull be addicted.cam eh 'org dah comment tak' or simply 'eh ader idea nak comment org lah'..n trust me ppl it keeps coming.krg sumer ader syndrome yg samer tak?owh owh btw right after exam im buying a new desktop!yay yay.a way faster one n a bigger screen for sure.heh

4.

cam dah biase jalan2 bwk ipod nano ako yg kusayang(named podi) cam rase tak biase xsumbatkan telinga nagn earphonenyer.so cam satu lagu followed by another.n suddently u relize u havent put a song in it.so ull open pc n cari lagu.download.then letakdalam ipod.then dengar dari ipod plak.haaa.isk isk buang masa kan...

5.

biler dah bosan2 tu sure bawak notes nak tgk2 bilik org.n amir's room is CONSTANTLY full with ppl n laughter.u just walk in n ull out with a veri different mood.ull be entertained with the non-stop movies(Amir,xmen xbes tgk agi..!)lawak-king series,raja lawak astro,n like i said, veri2 few times when i go there n amir's alone.dak2 batch die sure ader je kat sane memeriahkan suasana.(that can be gud or a bad thing kan?) bt the gud things is when drg,being gila-gila as they r,start to masak hot dog la,french fries la.n things heats up when ehsan balik from ganu.its KOPOK lekor tyme ppl!

those list were not in order.sumtimes im just too confuse which distract me more.but like hell they play their own role.actually cam ader byk agi contohnyer my handphone yg ako xtau nak tangkap gambar nagn ape.hahah.since its my cam as well.like constantly check ader msg baru tak.haha

klah need to get back to my studies.see ni distraction ini.ahaa
till then!

p/s: welcome to the circle dude my words,my thoughts, my life

last day of school

tadi ako dah hantar perio's form,KAP(kesihatan awam pergigian)'s form,clinic's case note,folder2 patient,ortho's model,issue denture to patient,buku log ward round surgery n medicine..byk tol yg kitorang kene settlekan ni b4 leh masok exam.penat2.pastu balik tu ako termenung sorang2.yelah seminggu ni sgt byk benda nak buat.can u imagine semalam ako balik kul 9MALAM dari fac.duk kat lab process appliance orthodontic.mase ko termenung byk perkara yg terlintas..

ive come to relize thats actually means exam is really at the corner.ala2 dah nampak skit dah.heh.mmg cuak and this tyme i need to constantly igtkan myself yg study week ni bebetul xleh nak main2 n kene focus.hai..well its kinda hard since the growing bloggin family ni.ahaa

ive also relize that tadi was my last day of 3rd year.aLOT happen this year.me being PMUKM.to take over PMFGG.melibatkan diri nagn byk program n jadi 1st hand witness for banyak isu2 di UKM nie.teaches me alot of thing.to deal with human,to be better.to lead.



ako jugak enter clinical years.cam takut sgt mase mula2 amik patient but skang cam dah tak terkira dah patient with sooo many cases.kire cam dah yakin la skit.insyaALLAH..tak saba tahun depan for paeds,ortho n perio cases.btw tadi pulak ader satu patient jer kat clinic maxillofacial surgery.xde saper pulak nak volunter utk buat cabutan utk dier.dah semorang main that tolak menolak game,ako pun ngan cuak2 volunter.dah amik history patient,dah check intaoral n xtraoral,ako pun present kat dr susan.pusing nyer pusing we conclude that the patient is not fit for the extraction.ako cam berbaur lega coz xyah buat extraction n sedih gak coz i missed my shud-be 1st extraction walaupun dah gather strength n semangat utk volunteer.
dah lepas kelas sumer kitorang pun menggedik jap tangkap gambar



then seha belanja ako icecream.seronok seronok.



dah balik kolej tu ako men volley jap sampai maghrib then bersiap2 lak nak ke KTDI.ttbe dapat pulak call dari bilik jaksa.issue baru.ada student call pengetua mengatakan tak puas hati nagn penempatan n terang2 kat phone ckp dier lagi suka pak kas dari dr Rozita(pengetua baru).sampai nak wat surat to TNC nak betau pak kas lagi bagus.saperla punyer kerja mengguris hati pengetua camtu.ktrang pun pergilah ke K5 utk cari sape tuan badan n dptkan citer sebenar.mcm2 kan?b4 tu ader pulak student ktsn pergi jumpe plaza rah's owner,tan sri ramli n ckp mcm kolej nak amik keuntungan la,komplot ngan the owner la,apela,gila kan?i mean cam berani sungguh peljar2 sekarang.end up ako gak yang penat kehulu kehilir.bt takpe like i said itu tanggungjawab n bende2 ni gakla yg mematangkan ako..

k till then!

its 1 week to study week

salam,

its 1 week to study week.n ive got a paeds exam tomorrow but my head are too full to stuff more things.so im letting my finger moves without my head focusing on wat im writing.bole tak camtu.tomorrow i've got medical ward round.bt i think ill ponteng.i need to go to bangi to sign some papers on opening ukmkl's sendiri punyer pmukm's account.can u imagine selame ini pmukm ada only one acc which is hold by the bangi's perwakilan?that means to do stuff in ukm kl u have to get thru ppl kat bangi,jabatan bendahari which also in bangi,then u need to use ur money first then get the resits then only u can claim.so ako cam wonder PMUKM KL ever pernah buat program tak sebelum tahun ako ni?.n usually those ppl adalah org kuat PMF.sibuk PMF jer ker ader buat kerja PMUKM gak utk UKM KL?hurm wonder2..

its 1 week to stady week n my days of medical n surgical ward rounds n ENT clinic,n ortho n sumer2 kat HUKM will over.thank god drg baru nak implement this controversial trafficking system.that means new car park area,new entrance n more bitchy guards.fuh2.talking bout ward rounds,teringat ako once pernah kena halau ngan patient who were having thyrotoxicosis storm.all the prominent sign n symptom of hyperthyroidism were there.from bulging eyes to irregular pulse.meaning she is a gold mine of bedside teaching for the doctors.being on the evening session,she had like more than 10 group of ppl dah examining her.so ako cam dengan badlucknyer,dr pulak kene gi meeting n suroh kitorang clerk sendiri.ako seperti biase yakin jer approach dier.makcik tu tgk dah takder dr,die terus hambur kitorang "woi tak nampak ker ako tgh sakit.korang boleh BERAMBUS tak?" ako dah merah muke terus beredar.dak2 pompuan sumer cam sori2 kat akcik tu ako cam terkejut takleh pkey ape terus keluar.like satu wad tgk kitorang tau.hahah.memories.recently out of all the student,im selected to enter n watch first hand of ERCP.cam penat jer nak explain here wats that but wat im sayin is i had a superbly new fresh experience.



thats me berlagak tahu.huhu.im not sure whether i can publish this.erm if its againts the ethic,tell me k guys n ill delete it.but ako rase aslong as takde patient's face xpe kan?huu

keyla2 i need to get myself back on the book.btw haritu mase nak balik i found this pile of flowers makcik cleaner sapu depan library UKMKL.



its 1 week to stady week n semorang tgh hectic stady n kejar clinic's requirements.bt makcik tu still ader sense of love in the air.sweet kan?im imagining kalaula sumer tukang sapu kat dunia ni buat camni sure longgokan daun or sampah kat malaysia ni wud be a better view.ahahaha.tetibe jer

tomyam,exam and AF

im sorry for the long silence.im stressed?maybe on the day the last entry was posted.bt im doin fine thanx for worrying.u know ako sgt syg korang sumer.(saper jer bace my blog ni..hrmm tahla)

actualy alot thing happens bt tah.ako cam malas sgt nak update blog ako.taktau nape.maybe its not just my blog..ako malas nak stadi.im just too lazy to think.ahaa.bole tak camtu.but ako rase korangpun penah go thru those tyme when ko nak buat ape2 pun malas.cam bile byk requirement nak kene kejar,byk lecture notes to stady,byk movie ko nak tgk,BYK KAWAN MSG,u resort on mals buat ape2 n let ur life loose.cam ape nak jadi, jadi..

to kawan2 yg ako xreply msg,yg ako tak wish burfday,ya ako tak return call, im sooooo sory.didnt meant to make u guys terasa.ill make it up on eday keh.
currently my nose cam flowing jer.sedeh jer selsema plus bersin every now n then.penat taw.ahak.think i got that after tlg iyas pindah bilik dari tingkat satu ke tingkat 4.tired.lots of habuk.but hey,pastu he belanja us at our fav thailand restaurant.yay.worth it



sedap kan?the signature tomyam.i ordered meehun tomyam.yum2



i have to zoom in guys.this is real tomyam.im not a big fan,but this?im lovin it!

sebnanyer byk jer things jadi.sabtu lepas PMF organized a bengkel menjawab soalan.fuh really menyemarakkan api ketakutan towards exam.it could be done better but its a start.ala2 program perintis la.n malam tu kitorang wat solat hajat n bace yasin beramai2.



later that nght,me n iyas pegi tgk af kat stadium mppj.its super fun.the theme was rock kapak,nstalgia rock camtu2 ar.i think if i were to watch it at ktsn's cafe or anywhere else it wud be quite boring as i dont know most of the songs.they shud do a more universal theme.nevertheless i enjoyed it.the atmosphere was totally diff.hrmm puas2